The days yet to come where i dont draw as much anymore
School is my way most of the time
i dont go for love as much anymore, only one person i do
Things change and it makes you change and i have changed a lot now
I wish my name was Noishe then i could finally get rid of all the regret to the name Xavier
im trying to think what im going to do after highschool
i feel stupidier that anyone else in my school
i dont think i have a good GPA in school so that worries me
i feel like im losing it now but im keeping myself stable
I know school lets me feel alive with different people in each class
i dont know what im trying to say in this journal but i think im way different now
I want to see my sister, she would know how to cheer me up or my other friends
you dont have to answer to this journal, like anyone really does anyway
everyone thing seems over but deep down i know its just beginning of a new life for me
my teenage years are almost over and the era to my adult hood are coming(next year >_<
well if anyone cared thanks for reading, i just felt like letting some stuff out
maybe ill know what to do now, the path ahead isnt closed off fovever